This week I was and still am getting very exhausted with my Training for the Tough Mudder. This is the part that I am really mentally strong with. It is the waking up early to Stuff Envelopes for Sponsor ship letters to Company's. Sending out emails, tracking down Drug companys that distibute the drugs I use at the Kidney Dialysis Community center and replying to any emails that deserve a big Thank you. This is the part that makes me sometimes want to just take care of Kevin and my disease and just let this Organ donor awareness journey move forward with someone else. However I really believe in my heart of hearts, that I have been choosen to do this proactive task of reaching out for the people that I see at DIALYSIS every Monday, Wednesday and Friday and for all the people that I don't know or see, that are struggling with this same situation or slighly different problems, however don't have the strength that for some strange reason I can push through.
I seem to ask for more Faith everyday and to be able to help to help the people, and to show me the signs that will help guide my path of success in helping the less fortunate.
I need this and the help to keep moving forward. I am hoping to find some trusting people that are not out for self promotion or as I have found out in this journey that are there for a little and then leave you swimming up hill . I will move the mountains that form in my way of the goals.
Keeping strong.
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